I Do It All For............

I live life as a totally normal 33 would. I am a wife., a mother, a woman of God, did I say Mom. Although I have not had my perfect moments, and who has?! I always will strive for the best. I want the best for my children and that is why I make some of the choices I choose to make. People may sit there in looking at my life and wonder why. Well here is a little perspective for those who care. Especially for the one whose email I just received. I make my choices in any given situation solely on the behalf of my children, for their welfare, and who they will become when they are an adult. I choose to “stay” and I say that loosely for my children. I honor God in most of what I do…and that is what He tells me to do…..I am not perfect and I am sure I disappoint him in some of my actions. I choose to do all of this for the glory of Him and for again my children. I look at my son who is almost 14 and a handful at that. I think of what could be for him and say no thanks again I do it for God and for my Children. My son will soon be 14 and I think again how a mother could leave her children at that age……Guess what I am here and survived it all okay. The thing I have learned most in life are my children are the light of my life. That was said to me when I was 14 what the “hell” was she thinking……You can not tell someone they are the light of your life and then leave the way you did. For those who do not know I am a survivor. I am a survivor of a parent who committed suicide. She left us with no warning and not a thing but a memory. So you ask why I “stay” I do it for my CHILDREN and the glory be to God!