Can It Really Be?

Oh my can it be my little girl is turning three….I think back and I remember the day as clear as can be December 26, 2006.……I decided to buy a pregnancy test knowing I was pretty late and having some sickness issues. Assuring myself as I walked up to the counter that it certainly can not be. I was going through the change. Yeah I know I was only 30 but still that is what I had to believe. Walked in to the physical therapy office and took the test. Absolutely shocked at what I could see on that lil stick…….Called a good friend in shock and told her the news….Thanks friend!!! She had a good leaning ear for what happened next I had not a clue. I came home and told my Mom the news…IMPOSSIBLE she said as I thought that too. Went to the store yet again and bought a new one and took it again. What happen next I would have never guessed it hurt so bad I will never forget. I went to my husband and handed him the tests. He looked at me and said something I choose not to remember. That was the last time he talked me for another 2 days. All I could do was pray and pray and cry……….I think the way I was treated by my family greatly disappointed me I told a friend that you know it was all planned I bought that pill for hundreds of dollars that makes you pregnant…that is suppose to be funny by the way. If I had only knew the things that would come out of mouths by the ones who are suppose to love me most. Still I promise I will never forget. That day my world was rocked but God was there and had a plan the whole time. She is here and she is absolutely the most precious sight. She is like her Mom in many ways and for that I thank God everyday. It Is now 3 years later and what a sight for sore eyes she is the apple of her Daddy’s eyes…..from the man that hated me so for giving him this precious little girl. She is amazing in everyway and I still would do it over to this day. Thank you friends and family that took care of me and the ones that were excited for this little blessing to be but most of all thank you God for giving her to me!