Becca's Random Moments

     well when is all said and done and the head hits the pillow, I know I am God’s Masterpiece made to his perfections. However before my head hits that pillow my mind is going and going. All the time it never stops. I am always thinking “what can Becca do next”?…Honestly, the simple answer is nothing. I have nothing more I can put on my plate at this moment. So the next search I go to is “what next can Becca do that bigger and better”? Again the simple truth to the fact, I have no clue! I have good friend that taught me sometimes you have to give up something great for something greater. With those simple words I have lived those time after time. Now I seem to use them all the time as well. So that brings me to I will be giving up great things this year for what I am hoping is something greater. Something God has planned that I have no clue yet but there is a plan in place. He has laid it in my heart to rethink where I am and what I am doing. I am going to do my be...

       We are all on them right? Good times bad times we are all in the same world. Fighting our own battles like we are alone. But, we are not alone. The daily complications that we have others have. The loneliness, the worry, strife's, we all have it. We only think we are alone. We think because everyone else around us seems to have no problems. If we learned to just open up a little more we would be surprised at what people hold. People look at us (and I say that as “others”) and say wow, they have the perfect marriage……ummm, no one does! They have the perfect life……again, no one does! Who do you turn to when you have these worries in you life? Or when life just seems to hard to handle, whether it be with your spouse, children, friends, teachers, co-workers, bosses……….?      I turn to a couple of really good friends they always seem to have the right words or perspective. They can usually pull me some scripture to read. They are amaz...

    I need to blog. I have not blogged in a long time. I have been wanting to but at a loss on what to blog on. Friendship topic has been going on in my mind. I am not sure that is where I am going with this though.      I got some extremely difficult news today. I don’t get to go see my son in 2 weeks after all. So when I got the news, I cried, a little ummmm guess you can say baffled. Confused. Then I was thinking, you know Becca this is a good thing. Good for him and us at the same time. Then my mind starts thinking as any Mother would and your mother bear comes into play. I start questioning me as a parent, my decisions, etc.……. Then it comes into my mind as I am driving, this is not me. Why am I questioning my skills as a mother and me as a person. My integrity! You know why? My God is bigger. I need to have that faith and that undeniable trust in God that I had when I started this process with Brandon. I never doubted my decisions because my f...