Becca's Random Moments

   Lets start with “Driving Lessons 101” I couldn’t figure how to title this. So the word “hey” I suppose can be a defensive word. I was driving to church yesterday and pulling out of my driveway to the right. I guess I should look to the right and I didn’t. So when I took my foot off the gas and looked there BAM just like that was a lady right in front of my car. I put up my hand and said sorry rolled down my window and “Hey I am” Well boy did I go wrong I got yelled at big time. Finally said sorry can go a long ways sometimes. Now to her defense I realized I almost just totally ran her over and I am sure her heart was racing and she was scared out of her mind. To my defense I have NEVER seen someone run on that side of the road that way and first off if you are going to run and you see a car pulling out of their driveway arent you going to make sure you make eye contact with them and make sure you see them before you run 3 inches from the grill of the car. well I suppose I w...

  Happy Friday friends! While I am finding a few moments to blog, I have two babies sleeping and two toddlers watching cartoons. Contentment in my home at the moment. By the way on a Friday this NEVER happens.          Well we have started our journeys with Cameron. Doctor approved. We spent about 45 minutes or so with the dr yesterday and was the last to leave the building. With that said I let her do all the talking and me fill in the questions she asked. While Cameron played in the background and did not disappoint me one bit. She believes it is a great idea to be on the Children’s Autism Center waiting list and is sending over the referral information now. She also increased his medication saying she does believe ADHD plays a fact but there more issues than just that and that ADHD children do not pose issues he has. We still have an appointment next week with a Psychologist but the dr said we may need to go and think “longer term” and fi...

      WOW is all I have to say. God sure has chosen a few different roads in my life that is a challenge. What a day today and yet I sit here and still can manage to smile and say “this is my life”……MAN ALIVE, I LOVE it. Even when I am in my darkest hour or my heart is breaking, I can still smile and say tomorrow is a new day.      So my latest random moment is. How many chapters do you think we have in our life time? Do you think we end chapters and start new ones? So if you think the answer is yes than is it possible to end a chapter when it has just began and start over? Well I ask because you cant erase it so it would have to be in there somewhere, just doesn’t fit in the last or next chapter.       totally random I know!        Next up, Do you think your heart can break when you don’t give it what it wants? Do you think our minds can change the way our heart feels? hmmmm I am ...

     To blog or not to blog? What to blog? All questions I ask myself. *lol*  We had a good weekend with Family this weekend. It was a nice break to also be with family flying solo. It is weird to not have my kids out there with me. At the same time it was pleasant to not have that responsibility.            So I went to Church yesterday and the sermon was interesting to say the least. Not to mention I was out of my comfort zone and sitting where I would never choose to sit. So back it up………I called someone the other day and said “I just want to be selfish” I don’t want to be selfless in this particular situation. Am I doing what God wants me to do? Absolutely NOT. At the same time I am in that position that I want to choose. I want to take that option that I have and that freedom that I have to do freedom of choice. Now really I know this is wrong and I know what I need to do but still I want to be selfish. Thi...

     The time has come once again. I have been challenged with something I don’t care to be challenged with. I am in place right now in my life of “questioning” who I am, what I am, and where I need to be. I think I know the answers but they seem so hard to make them happen. Seems like the same ole situation with me lately. I have been tried as a Christian, I have been told to an extent that is all I care about in a particular situation. So with said, Is that wrong? I should care about that. NOT true in the extent that “it is all I care about”…….It is important to me. I have this same person in my life who challenges me daily and gets on my very last nerve with the constant struggles we face. Its not all about me and its not all about her. I know what I need to do and cant find it in me to do so. I have a struggle with my heart and other things I need to do and cant seem to have enough time to face them. So here is another challenge that I have been given that I just...