Ughhhhh Can’t Sleep

   Night is upon us all. OH WAIT, it is now morning! Good Morning world wake up. You are now welcome to join me on Becca Beth time! Don't you just love when you go to bed and you simply can not sleep. Well to be honest me either. It is rather boring at 1230 am. Nothing on TV ……No one to entertain me. People wake up! LOL…Well it must be said I like good company. So it was a good night tonight. Not very many girls came to Club 56 but we had some good deep conversations. We talked about our lesson but it went deeper than that. We talked about casting everything to God. What do we hold onto that we can’t/ won’t give Him. Self Image, to worried about what others think. When reality we only need to please ourselves no one else with that issue. Who cares. I still suffer with that issue. But you know I am me and that is all to be said. I am God’s Princess and He made me! We talked about worry, guilt…..Yea all the good stuff and friends things that our children hold on to today is something to be talked about. Good night over all.

Next is Brandon…..I really miss him. I am still on my de stressing phase but really I just want to talk to him…….2 weeks….2 weeks! He has been gone for 15 days so only 50 weeks to go. That is 350 days to go. No problem, time will fly :-(……It is good it is all good! God is good too and He knows!

Well maybe it should be that time to try and get a little shut eye. Perhaps I will need to function for tomorrow. LOL……..what if I don't want to? Okay bed I go I am cracking myself up literally laughing for any random reason which means I am tired also want to learn something new about me. When I get hurt like real bad or have to go to like Urgent Care or something for myself ……After I cry over the first initial hurt. I laugh…..I mean I really laugh. When I am nervous I laugh…. Pretty funny! Good Night friends from my home to yours may you all be filled with JOY this day!!

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  1. DinahOctober 7, 2010 at 6:13 AM

    It's all cool...real cool.

    Becca -- The more I get to know you (via your blog), the more I see a lot of me in you...and I like a like that. =)

    Like you, I am so random -- and I'm good with that. Our randomness takes us places that others only dream about going to...but will never admit it (nor will they go there).

    The cool thing about all of this is I think you you are very cool. And being that I see a lot of me in you, must mean that I'm pretty cool too. Which would mean WE ARE SUPA COOL. And I think that's the coolest thing ever.

    P.S. For the record, I miss your Brandon as well.

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  2. BeccaOctober 7, 2010 at 8:09 AM

    Dinah.....oh the randomness....yes we go places none have ever done and YES only dream of maybe. Supa Cool that we are, very SUPA COOL!!! Oh man I am cracking myself up again at all the fun things I can say!!! HEHE

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